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Let the Monkey Jump

September 2005



My Symphony

Friday, 30 September 2005 9:08 P GMT-06
It's all good - don't hold it against me if things didn't work out the way you planned. I'm still here and I'm not changing. OK? :)Here's lyrics from one of my favorite bands COLD (played it in the car with a friend, doubt they noticed...)BEFORE I

Memnoch the Devil : The Vampire Chronicles (Vampire Chronicles)

Wednesday, 28 September 2005 6:40 P GMT-06
Review of Memnoch the Devil : The Vampire Chronicles (Vampire Chronicles)

Pain

Sunday, 25 September 2005 8:39 P GMT-06
Another one of those days...woke up to my skull throbbing so bad I wanted to puke. I did the routine: meds, cold compress, dark cold room...nothing helped. I was going insane with pain. And the frustration of it all was that I've dealt with this near

Row, row, row your boat...

Saturday, 24 September 2005 7:45 A GMT-06
Wow, I need to get my head out of my ass. So busy thinking that I'm in this boat alone that I haven't realized how I'm throwing everyone overboard that really cares about me. I actually have all I've dreamed and more. I just need to open my eyes and

Oh my aching head

Monday, 12 September 2005 5:09 A GMT-06
Have had sinus headache all weekend...which by night becomes a migraine. I take migraine med and get to sleep and wake up with a freaking headache again. Constant cycle. I hate it. It's hurting now... and my neck hurts from having headache so long. N

I'm not Me

Friday, 9 September 2005 5:15 A GMT-06
I know this was just a dream...but so emotional that I had to write it somewhere and ponder later.I was at some kind of family reunion and my parents told me that I had actually died when I was a lot younger. Had to do with a man, but I had the impre

Compromising

Monday, 5 September 2005 9:17 A GMT-06
Ever write or say something that you think really describes exactly how you feel, only later to think about it and think, "that's not what I meant at all"? I'm usually one who thinks about things very closely before I say or do anything. I

Got a haircut! Yeah!

Sunday, 4 September 2005 7:04 A GMT-06
Got my hair done yesterday. Man had it been awhile. My hair was almost to my waist and had gotten to long to straighten, so I let it go curly. Most unruly most times. I had canceled salon appointments, like three different times, because it costs so

My Letter

Thursday, 1 September 2005 9:05 P GMT-06
You wanted to know if I am happy. I am. I know there are days when I feel down and maybe even frustrated, but I am not unhappy about the way things are for me. Don't feel sorry for me and don't wish that my life was different in any way for me. Whate