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July 2006

Slipping

Monday, 31 July 2006 9:07 P GMT-06

Day 7 - Slipping. I've made tremendous progress and then this weekend hit. My buttons were pushed and things just got out of control. Trying to get back on track today wasn't much better. There are some tendencies that I can't shake. I'm sure they'll

No excuses

Monday, 31 July 2006 9:53 A GMT-06

On the roadtrip to the lakehouse this weekend, bro had to dig out my old school cd's because he's not quite acquainted with the new stuff I've acquired. Stirred some things in me to hear some old NIN and AIC. Had to bring them in to work today so I c

Panic Prone

Sunday, 30 July 2006 5:35 P GMT-06

I put up an entry about the lakehouse then moved it. I think a few of you got to read it. I'm going to add more to it and then put it back. Those were the first things I wrote about it when I got home. Now that I've had a few hours to think abo

With clinched teeth...

Friday, 28 July 2006 9:46 A GMT-06

Day 5 - Couldn't sleep last night. Body ached and felt a general uneasiness all over. I flopped from stomach to side to back most of night. Saved Jesus from a haircut, I suppose. I hit snooze about 50 times this morning - if that's possible. Finally

Jesus Loves Me?

Thursday, 27 July 2006 9:50 P GMT-06

Jesus came home with 2 freakin' dozen of krispy kremes. I swear he hates me. He's not testing my faith. No, he's dancing in front of me with warm, chocolate covered slices of heaven and laughing at me. If I haven't crossed over to the dark side, now

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Monks in the Mountains

Thursday, 27 July 2006 1:25 P GMT-06

Day 4 - OMG is that all? This has been one slow f*cking week. I'm hallucinating, hearing things that aren't being said and seeing crazy things that don't scare me. Most of all, I'm walking around in my own twisted world not sure of which "side&q

Suppose I accidentally got my shit together

Wednesday, 26 July 2006 8:43 A GMT-06

Day 3 - Beginning to get a grip. Daughter made me breakfast. Guess she didn't like that I skipped dinner last night. I'll just have liquids rest of day. I kind of enjoy the pangs of hunger. It's something that I can control. Got a call fro

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Day 2

Tuesday, 25 July 2006 5:29 P GMT-06

Day 2 of something - lost 6 lbs as of this morning. At least I think this is day 2. What day is it? I'm not sure. Still floating and numb. Was a little more hungry today, but after eating, quickly lost appetitie and what I ate. All I had to do was th

Inferno of passion....

Tuesday, 25 July 2006 1:03 P GMT-06

Quote from Carl G. Jung: A man who has not passed through the inferno of his passions has never overcome them. They then dwell in the house next door, and at any moment a flame may dart out and set fire to his own house. Whenever we give

~ M I G R A I N E ~

Tuesday, 25 July 2006 8:23 A GMT-06

I had my first migraine attack last night in two weeks. Had just went to Neurologist yesterday and told him how well the antiseizure med increase was working to keep migraines under control - but also did mention that was I having some major anxiety

Noise Therapy

Monday, 24 July 2006 10:07 A GMT-06

I survived the Noise Therapy. No hair raising shock. Listened to this by Saliva:

Last Words?

Monday, 24 July 2006 9:42 A GMT-06

Dear Reader: I just spilled Coke Zero on my desk, covering my headphones, cd's and lap. Wiping everything down, but not sure about the headphones and still a bit wet on the booty, I'm about the stick the headphones in my ear and listen to Mudvayne.

Nothing Sacred

Monday, 24 July 2006 5:47 A GMT-06

Day 1 of something. Not quite sure what to call it. The **death of old me** fits. Wait, you'll see. It ::clicked:: yesterday and today, it begins. I'm starting today in mourning. Going in black: nails, eyes, clothes. Goth, if you will. Peeps might th

Releasing my demons

Sunday, 23 July 2006 9:54 P GMT-06

Sitting here at my desk, unable to move or think much. My mind is focusing intently on a conversation I'm having, but my body feels weighed down to the chair I'm in and I'm floating about 4' above it. Completely numb, unemotional, and expressionless.

Drowning in a dream

Thursday, 20 July 2006 11:32 A GMT-06

Last night I dreamed that I was driving alone in a car and I stopped to pick up someone. I didn’t really know her, but began talking to her quite a bit. I wasn’t driving extremely fast, but suddenly I realized that I couldn’t slow t

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Conversations with Awesomeness

Monday, 17 July 2006 3:37 P GMT-06

Them: I’m awesome. You know that, and so do I. But I’d like to take this moment to illustrate just HOW awesome I am, because the amount of sheer awesomeness that I embody tends to desensitize a person without frequent ex

And the Angels did sing...

Monday, 17 July 2006 8:31 A GMT-06

I have done my scientific research for weeks now and I'm now releasing my study. It's been proven: Lexus vehicles, especially SUVs, cannot go over 50 mph. I think Xzibit needs to pimp those rides. I heard the Angels sing this morning. I got my morni

Moodiness

Sunday, 16 July 2006 8:53 A GMT-06

This weekend I went from being so freakin' relaxed that I think I melted in a pool on my bed - to being to intense that I was stomping and shouting because I couldn't find a freakin' psychology section in Books-A-Million (I think they call that moodi

Neurosis

Friday, 14 July 2006 10:55 A GMT-06

I assume I got all of my feelings out last night. This morning my husband woke me up and asked me nicely to please stop beating him with my fist! :) I got up and got coffee but on the way to the shower, I got back in bed next to him and that was it f

Scars

Thursday, 13 July 2006 9:05 P GMT-06

There are days when I really have to fight to keep from withdrawing into myself. I don't know why - maybe the moon's position or my sleep patterns. But today was a pretty tough day. I cancelled lunch plans with a friend with intentions to g

Message to ...

Wednesday, 12 July 2006 7:28 P GMT-06

Joel, you just like to ruin a good thing when you have it.

Pirate friend

Tuesday, 11 July 2006 1:17 P GMT-06

I have a friend that's a part-time sea pirate. He looks it too, with icy blue eyes and a long goatee. The dragon tattoo on his chest is a dead give-away but he tries to keep it hidden when not around other pirate types. The cold exterior he gives off

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Issues

Monday, 10 July 2006 8:51 P GMT-06

My brother has commitment issues. He's 30 years old, has a 6 year old daughter and has yet to find a woman that he can stand for more than a few months. Bro and I are close, so he comes to me for advice. Whew--not sure I'm the one to ask about h

Getting a fix

Monday, 10 July 2006 9:37 A GMT-06

Why is it that on the Monday that I run late--really late--and try to sneak in, everyone greets me as I walk in. One guy opens the door to our area for me and says (in a very loud voice) GOOD MORNING, SHARON! a few more steps and two other guys are g

I understand

Thursday, 6 July 2006 12:04 P GMT-06

A Buddhist legend tells about the tragedy of a young and pretty Indian woman named Kisha-Gotami illustrating that no one can help us except ourselves. As a young girl, she always dreamed about being married, having children and engaging in a happy ho