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June 2004


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IF I ONLY HAD A BRAIN

Monday, 28 June 2004 9:15 A GMT-06
My days are beginning to blur together. I knew this would happen once I started staying home. Though the pain meds could have something to do with it. :) I'm really starting to miss work (did I say that?) and being able to get out and about. I spend
Sharon

Tyler's Birthday

Sunday, 27 June 2004 9:30 P GMT-06
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Drowning in a daydream

Thursday, 24 June 2004 8:57 P GMT-06
Last night's sleep was like something out of a horror movie. First, I didn't really sleep and secondly, when I did, I was having the weirdest dreams and I know I had to have been talking and kicking all over the bed. I was sure hoping for some qualit
Sharon

Surgery - Day 3

Wednesday, 23 June 2004 1:09 P GMT-06
Woke up at 6 am in a pool of freaking sweat. Looked at the temp in the room and it was 80 degrees. GEEZ! Felt like a sauna. Got up and opened my door, splashed my face with water and realized that I walked to the restroom with no great deal of pain.
Sharon

Surgery - Day 2

Tuesday, 22 June 2004 11:59 P GMT-06
Woke up feeling like an elephant had crawled into my stomach and was taking a nap. Couldn't move without something hurting. Felt like if I breathed hard enough, all of my insides might come spewing out from between my legs. Didn't help that every doc
Sharon

Day of Surgery

Monday, 21 June 2004 11:59 P GMT-06
Can't believe it, but we actually made it to the hospital EARLY! lol. Got there right at 5 am. They took me back to "holding" (for surgery) and started putting all kind of shit on me. I had leg things that kept pumping up and down every few
Sharon

My Surgery :(

Monday, 21 June 2004 6:00 A GMT-06
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Crappy night (literally)

Sunday, 20 June 2004 2:32 P GMT-06
Oh man...last night was miserable. I didn't sleep at all and feel awful today. I had to drink this nasty tasting stuff after my "last meal" yesterday at 5:00 pm. It is supposed to be a laxative that works within 30 minutes up to 6 hours. We
Sharon

Happy Friday

Friday, 18 June 2004 11:59 P GMT-06
As my friend, Pat, put it today, HAPPY FUCKING FRIDAY! I had to start it off by going to the hospital this morning for pre-admission crap. A total waste of time because it was 99% wait and 1% actual doing stuff. When I finally made it in to work, it
Sharon

drugs, sex and dreams

Wednesday, 16 June 2004 8:36 P GMT-06
Had the strangest dreams last night. Not sure if it was from the decongestants, the high or the sex - but they were VERY odd. I think it was bits and pieces of different dreams - or it could be that I forgot some parts of one dream. Doesn't really ma
Sharon

serenity

Tuesday, 15 June 2004 7:46 P GMT-06
I'm just sitting here thinking, "DAMN, Ain't this some shit!" After a long day at work (that went pretty well) and dinner in the oven, I'm able to relax in my room ALONE and enjoy my high. No interruptions (so far)! SOME SHIT, eh? Let's pau
Sharon

Girlfriends

Monday, 14 June 2004 6:14 P GMT-06
Inquiring minds, eh? I got junk email in my inbox claiming to tell me how to pick up women. Ha. Maybe I should check into it, huh? Do you all think I'd really kiss and tell? OK, stupid question. I have been known to blog a few tales on here. But I
Sharon

Lost Thoughts

Sunday, 13 June 2004 10:37 P GMT-06
I've tried to blog like three different times today and each time I got interrupted or lost my thoughts. Right now I just lost about 2 paragraphs because I forgot to save the draft . Damnit. Now I'm just forgetting the whole thing. Just know that I'v
Sharon

Hey Hey What Can I Do

Saturday, 12 June 2004 1:47 P GMT-06
Last night's date with my gf just ended this morning. We went out to eat - and you know how that goes on a Friday night. Wait for fucking ever on a table, so we hung out near the bar and had appetizers and drinks until we were really no longer hungry
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i'll be the butch

Friday, 11 June 2004 11:59 P GMT-06
At work - I like Ms. Team Leader (team downer) less and less every day. She needs something in her life that she's definitely not getting (maybe protein for breakfast). Anyway, today the first thing she did was send me an e-mail that read "Hope
Sharon

strokes

Wednesday, 9 June 2004 11:59 P GMT-06
MMMM, good supply of protein for breakfast does a body good :) **mental note - clean spot off shirt** Talked to moody musician later (uh, I mean hubby) and he was tired and sleepy. Had to take nap at lunch to recoop. Good Grief. It wasn't that tough
Sharon

Shine on you crazy diamond

Tuesday, 8 June 2004 8:59 P GMT-06
First song I listened to this morning - Pink Floyd. As I listened, I kind of felt sorry for the lost childhood of mine. I wanted those days back when I could lay in the grass and gaze into the clouds and see my future just a clearly as I could see a
Sharon

From Twilight Zone to Battle Zone

Monday, 7 June 2004 11:59 P GMT-06
The mystical greatness of Saturday wore off quickly on Sunday. Mom was at my door before I finished my first cup of coffee. She was out looking for a laundry mat (what is that?) because she's having the floor redone in her kitchen and the carpenters
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Twilight Zone

Sunday, 6 June 2004 11:59 P GMT-06
Odd sort of day it was yesterday. Went to bed Friday night in tears, woke up still feeling sort of frustrated, sad and angry. Decided to put all those emotions to the side and have a great day anyway. Hubby and I chose different paths for the day - f
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URBAN TERMS

Saturday, 5 June 2004 11:59 P GMT-06
fo' shizzle my nizzle -  "I concur with you whole heartedly my African American brother" (and Snoop Dogg said to stop using his terms if you aren't black - ha)Wardrobe Malfunction - Seeing Janet Jackson's tits on National TV glitch in the
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guitar god, dude and gf

Saturday, 5 June 2004 11:59 P GMT-06
The god of all guitar players stopped by my cube today for his weekly gossip session. He has to make his weekly announcement of the gig that's 6 weeks away at a place that we've yet to find. Oh, and he also wants to know details on my gf and her hub
Sharon

phone calls

Friday, 4 June 2004 8:49 P GMT-06
I'm on the phone with my sister. She has talked non stop for the past 40 minutes. I don't think she realizes that I have started eating and playing with this laptop. Sometimes I don't think she even stops for a breath. She just keeps on and on and on
Sharon

Need a Paddy Wagon

Friday, 4 June 2004 5:40 A GMT-06
Barely functioning here. Hoping it's the PMS and not me jusing LOSING MY FRIGGIN MIND. Of course the latter wouldn't be no damn surprise, eh? Hate to admit it, but I'm actually enjoying my job. Today is Indian day and I'm pissed off that I have nothi
Sharon

The Monk

Wednesday, 2 June 2004 7:56 P GMT-06
The Inner Psychic in me was right today and it sucks. Sometimes I hate being right. The Inner Child in me wanted to just cry all afternoon but the Inner Woman held her head up and decided that I wasn't going to think too much about anything and just
Sharon

Pain

Tuesday, 1 June 2004 11:59 P GMT-06
Hey - 2 more hits and my site counter will equal my birth year. COOL :) I'm easily amuzed, obviously. Actually right now I need anything to get my mind off the pain. About 45 minutes ago, I dropped a can of food on my big toe. Right dead on the tip e
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