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December 2004



Rock On

Thursday, 30 December 2004 11:59 P GMT-06
Woke up all rested and no headache at all. Felt so good, I got back in bed and slept another hour! And now it seems I'm ending my day right back in the same spot. Looking back on my day, I guess the most memoriable moments were lunch at work because

Constricted

Tuesday, 28 December 2004 10:12 P GMT-06
I've joked with my friends and family that I must be spiralling into the world of insanity because for the past three weeks I've had a pain shoot through my head on the left side and then periodic eye twitches. You can imagine what I look like cringi

Christmas!

Saturday, 25 December 2004 6:00 P GMT-06
Merry Christmas!

Blessed Hellride

Tuesday, 21 December 2004 10:13 P GMT-06
There's something to be said about having your own wheels. I got by with a little help from my friends when I didn't have any, but now that I have them back...it sure makes a difference. I haven't quite gotten over the fact that my SUV has been strip

Blue Woman

Monday, 20 December 2004 8:03 A GMT-06
Woke up from a dream of me and a blue woman. Yes, I was with a woman that was blue in color. She was beautiful to me and I was in love with her. In my dream we had a great time together--doing things, going places, laughing and smiling. She was incre

Goodbyes

Sunday, 19 December 2004 4:16 P GMT-06
My dreams are usually some kind of warped versions of the past, mingled with pieces of the present and future. I guess my mind is always trying to find ways to say goodbye to the past in such a way that it can let go of it once and for all and move o

All I need is Friends

Thursday, 16 December 2004 9:50 P GMT-06
Realizing what good friends I have really makes me feel fortunate. Yesterday, I was having one hell of a day...feeling low because someone I know made me feel really bad by telling me that I needed to change my ways, etc. Then a friend immediately ca

Redefine Me

Monday, 13 December 2004 8:49 P GMT-06
Monday morning: fresh new day. It was so nice to see the sun shining, even though it was cold outside. Dressed in my red sweater, black skirt and black knee length boots to look festive for the Christmas party lunch at work today. My friend gave me a

Dimebag Darrell, guitarist for Damageplan killed

Thursday, 9 December 2004 10:09 P GMT-06
Dimebag Darrell, guitarist for Damageplan and Pantera, was killed during a shooting spree at a Columbus, Ohio, nightclub Wednesday night. We usually hear that musicians (especially the talented ones) die from overdosing on drugs or in their sleep fro

The cat tried to warn us

Sunday, 5 December 2004 9:50 A GMT-06
We should have looked for the signs.... Hubby and I got a sitter at 4pm for the kids. Hubby was on the roof getting the Christmas lights hung and working while the kids were running wild through the yard like monkeys. I gathered up the kids and packe

Waiting it out

Friday, 3 December 2004 11:59 P GMT-06
Still have a feeling of dispair like the weight of the world is upon my shoulders. Over thinking and over analyzing until my intuition has vanished. I cause some of my own fears to materialize by merely thinking them into existence. I've grown tired

Fall to Pieces

Thursday, 2 December 2004 11:53 A GMT-06
I was having a talk with my 13 year old daughter last night and explaining to her that although what she was going through and feeling at the moment seemed so heart-wrenching and troubling, she would one day look back on it and realize that it was al